Didn't do much today. I cleaned a little bit. I changed dirty diapers, fed the baby. Yelled at Bowtie. Same shit, different day. Holly came over and we watched Bowling for Columbine, which is a good movie. Then we watched Army Wives. I guess it wasn't as emotional as I thought it would be.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I'm sorry Bowtie is acting out so bad. She should be use to her new home by now but you & Bowtie have always been close and she feels what you feel and I think she knows some thing is going to happen but doesn't understand you are just excited about Derek coming home. And if Bailey is having an off day she knows and it puts her off too. Dogs are a lot smarter then we think they are. I hope she makes it and gets better once Daddy comes home. Every time Bailey is crying and you are upset or feeling down Bowtie does too. Just try to see how it goes when Derek gets home and if she keeps ripping things or peeing & poohing in the house you may have to give her up. I know it will be upsetting for you but if she stresses you out all the time that not good. Send her back to your Mom, she will fit in over there. I know how you feel if you think (I don't know if you think like I do)you should put her to sleep, I always knew what happened to my animals instead of giving them up to some one. Both ways are so painful. I know how you would feel Steph but you will have to give it time and think about that. I know the 1st dog I had I had to put her down because I just had Robert and my Mom & Dad wouldn't keep her but for a few months and they told me I had to do something. The apartment we moved into was a 1 bedroom and NO animals were allowed (it costed us $ 99.00 a month lol) so I had no other choice your grandpa Bob took her to a vet, I wasn't old enough to drive lol and he took care of it. I didn't want to always think some one took her and treated her bad. She was 5 or 6 years old but she was a toy poodle and if she didn't like her food in her bowl she would nose it to a wall and the bowl would flip over. I was glad Army Wifes wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but that is a touchy thing to be on TV. All you wifes go through that in real life so they have to keep it low key. I hope you have a better day today it is 4:30am and just think good things, like one more day closer to your Honey being home. I Love You guys Grandma/Meema
ReplyDelete