LAST DAY OF MARCH.

That's right. It's the LAST DAY OF MARCH. WOOO!!!! 


I decided that even after Derek comes home I'm going to keep writing a blog. I know my Grandma reads them even if they're one sentence and really boring. I'm going to try to make it a little more interesting every day, even when my life isn't interesting.


Today was a pretty good day. Bailey and I slept from until 4pm. Non-stop. She slept even longer than I did. Then she woke up at 4, and had some formula. Watched Jack's Big Music Show, then got grouchy. I gave her a bath at 7.... and she went to sleep by 7:10pm. I think it's NUTS. I hope she doesn't give me a hard time tonight. We'll see. I should get up and clean. And tonight, I shall. 


**Update: I barely got off of the computer and was standing in the kitchen... When she woke up. Boo.


"It is the Soldier, not the Reporter who has given us freedom of the press. 
It is the Soldier, not the Poet, who has given us freedom of speech.
It is the Soldier, not the organizer, who has given us the freedom to demonstrate.
It is the Soldier, who salutes the flag, serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protestor to burn the flag."
--Father Dennis Edward O'Brian, USMC.

30 March 2011

I had another dentist appointment today. I got 2 fillings. I took Bailey over to Holly's and she watched her for me. I was done pretty quick. My mouth is hurting, though. I stayed at Holly's until pretty late. I came home and Bailey was still awake. She didn't go to bed until late. I don't remember what time, though. Then I proceeded to clean up the living room. I looked out my front door to make sure I didn't get any boxes and I did. :) I got my Scentsy order from a while ago. I am excited. I'm in love with Scentsy. Now I am emailing the love of my life. My mouth hurts. So I'm going to stop my blog here. It's Thursday. One more day and it'll be April. Bring it. 

29 March 2011

Well today Bailey had a doctor's appointment. We left a half hour early and got there on time. I liked that. When we got there we waited for a bit before going back. She weighs 13 lbs and is 24 inches long. I guess her measurements are that of a four month old. She's gonna be a small girl. She got her 6 month shots today. She did great. After her shots, I went to Holly's house and we hung out and talked for a while. Then I went home. Bailey fell asleep in the car, and I fell asleep around 7. I woke up at 10. Bailey will be up early tomorrow...... I will be miserable. :( I have fillings tomorrow. That's it. 

28 March 2011

Today was an okay day. I haven't been feelin' too good today. But I'm okay now. Bailey was a pretty good girl today. She's so egotistical now. She has a mirror on her piano and when she looks into it she smiles. This morning she kept looking in the mirror, then looking at me and smiling then looking back into the mirror and smiling. She must like what she sees. She is adorable. I'm in love with that little girl. I tried putting her to bed but she refused so I gave her a bath and now we're sitting on the couch watching Monday Night Raw. WrestleMania is in a few days and I almost want to order it but
1) I do not want to watch it alone
and
2) I do not want to watch it without Derek.
So I probably won't order it. I guess that's been my day. Tomorrow Bay gets her 6 month shots. I'm really nervous but it'll be okay.

27 March 2011

Didn't do much today. I cleaned a little bit. I changed dirty diapers, fed the baby. Yelled at Bowtie. Same shit, different day. Holly came over and we watched Bowling for Columbine, which is a good movie. Then we watched Army Wives. I guess it wasn't as emotional as I thought it would be. 

26 March 2011

I have been extremely pissed off almost all day. I can honestly say I have been considering going to an anger management group because I've been thinking about ways that I can either severely harm or murder my neighbors. Hopefully I don't ever go through with it since I'm posting it here and this counts as premeditation. So I won't go into detail.

I called my Housing Community Office about them and they basically told me that they can't do anything unless they have documentation and they usually let the residents deal with it on their own. So, Derek will end up talking to the Soldier of the house when he gets home. I think if I go up there I'd let my emotions get the best of me and end up freaking out on them. So, since they have been so loud today.. Bailey hasn't gotten much of a nap. I finally got her to sleep at 9pm. 

Tomorrow is Sunday. Army Wives is on tomorrow night which means I'll be crying tomorrow night. (Don't even think about roll your eyes at me, babe!! No, I'm not done! And yes, you'll be watching it with me when you get home.) That was my day in a nutshell. 

She rolls over during naptime, now. 

"No more pictures, Mom." 

25 March 2011

Today wasn't all that great. Bailey was grouchy and wouldn't nap. I was getting grouchy. After a very long day I decided we'd go to WalMart just to get out of the house. She was good the entire time we were gone and right when we walked back through the door she got upset again. I would have went out on a walk with her but it was kinda chilly today and was raining earlier. Maybe tomorrow will be nicer. She got her bath and it really relaxed her. She fell asleep drinking her bottle and was in bed by 8pm. Thankfully. I tried staying awake just so I'd be able to sleep at a decent time and that was a fail. I fell asleep and woke up at 1030ish.


On a good note: Today, Derek and I decided we're going to get a new car in April and trade in the Malibu. I'm really excited. We definitely need a new car. We're another day closer to him being home. Not too much longer now. 

Bailey wearing her bib as a cape.

24 March 2011

Today is my Grandma's Birthday. I talked to her on the phone for about an hour. It was nice talking to her. 


I decided to call PetSmart and complain about the bitch from yesterday. He said that's not the way that they operate and blah blah blah so he told me to come see him whenever I go back out. So of course I'm going to go today. I went and the manager said "Well, how about we get your dog's nails done on me?" Alrighty then. Works for me. So I got Bowtie's nails done and the groomer guy was quick but thorough about it. Then they gave the manager the bill and he acted like it was so expensive. (I got her nails grinded because it's only $2 more than a regular clip. I told him that's what I was doing.) He was like "Oh, a grinding. Well that's the best you can get." Yeah. That's why I do it. Didn't do it just cause you're covering the bill chief. But that was cool he did that. I decided that dragging Bowtie through PetSmart wasn't very fun so I found a harness for her there. I don't know what happened to her blue one. My assumption is that it was fucked up in the fire like everything else was. After that I turned around and went home. Bailey was so fussy tonight. I gave her a bottle, bath... everything. We finally fell asleep in my bed around 9, maybe 8:30? I don't know. But I woke up and put her in bed and then came out to the living room. So now I'm waiting for Derek to email me and we will talk, if he's not busy, then I will go to bed. 

23 March 2011

Derek and I are pretty close to getting on the wait list at Walter Reed. It's exciting. It will be amazingggg if we didn't have to house search when we got there. Stress free = awesomeness. 

Never go to Petsmart to get your dogs nails clipped. They basically accuse you of stealing another dog's Rabies tag. Around 2 or 3 Holly and I went out to do some errands and I took Bowtie since we were going to take her to get her nails clipped. First we went to the PX and I was looking for some baby Tylenol and some things and ended up finding nothing. So then we went to Wilma Rudolph and got to Petsmart and I got out with the dog and then I went in and this chick was being super bitchy to me. She was acting like I was stupid. She kept asking if I wanted the dog groomed and I said I want her nails clipped. Then she'd ask if I had an appointment and uh no I didn't. I only wanted her nails clipped. Then she asked if I was there to MAKE an appointment...... NO!! I WANTED HER FUCKING NAILS CLIPPED!! So I told her that. And I guess I got bitchy. So she was like "Well does your dog have her Rabies up to date?" "Yeah." Then she asked to see the papers which I don't randomly carry around with me! But she has the tag on her collar and she was like "Well you could have taken that off of another collar." Uh yah. Because I do that. So then she walks into the grooming room and comes back and says "Well I hate to be the bearer of bad news but..." And I cut her off and asked her if she was going to do it or not and she said no. So I said Okay well we were just here in October and didn't need it so fuck you. And I walked out. Then she was giving me a dirty look through the window so I flipped her off. Yeah. I have an awful attitude. Because you ONLY need the rabies paperwork if your dog is getting a bath and such. Which I JUST WANTED HER FUCKING NAILS CLIPPPED! Shit. How fucking difficult is that?!?!??! I went to a little pet shop near Holly's apartment and they said they could do it tomorrow. But we'll see. 

We took 374 back to Fort Campbell and decided to go to the Smoothie King. I am going to have to introduce Derek to it. Then we went to the bank so I could put the check from our electric company in the account and blah blah blah then we went back to my house and I fed and put Bailey to bed. Then Holly and I sat here and played Angry Birds. She played it on her Droid... And kept getting pissed. I am glad that I have the Eagle thing... I like that he kills everything on the screen. It's so much easier than getting pissed off. Holly went home and I decided to make soup. Yay soup. I figured instead of cooking I'd write my blog since I don't want to cook yet. Who knows what tomorrow holds for me. We're one day closer to my husband and Bailey's Daddy being home. We miss him. 

22 March 2011

I got my IUD today. It wasn't as painful as I thought it would be. Kind of uncomfortable and I have a weird doctor. I'm cramping tonight but it's a lot better than it was this afternoon. Bailey has been asleep for a while and I assume she's down for the night or at least asleep until it's time for me to go to sleep. When Derek and I are finished talking I am going to bed.

The end.

21 March 2011

I went to the Lab and the Dentist today. I got some blood taken at the lab and was really nervous I was going to be late because There were 21 people ahead of me. So I waited. Finally my number was called & I went up there and thought I only had to give a urine sample. Then he told me that I have to give blood. So, I waited some more. The phlebotomist started on my left arm and missed the vein...Then she got my right arm and finally found a vein. I got out of the hospital at 10:50 and my Dentist appointment was at 11. Once I got off post I sped and got there five minutes before my appointment. I waited there for a while and was finally called back. I was due to get fillings today. Eek! I was really nervous. Like... palm sweating, uncontrollable leg shaking, "if this hurts I'll punch the dentist" nervous. I dealt with some lady first who put some gel on my gums to take the edge off of the Novocaine shot. I thought I was going to get 5 fillings today. Well, then the Dentist came in and he told me they're only going to do 3 of them because he didn't want to overwhelm me today. I was kinda relieved/mad that I have to make another appointment for fillings on this side. But oh well. I started drooling a lot then he did the Novocain. I don't think it hurt. I actually... Kinda liked the way it felt. At one point it was really uncomfortable but that was the part I was FEARING. Then they left me to wait some more while the Novocain numbed my mouth. I could feel it starting to work when he came back and asked me if I was ready and if my mouth was numb. I told him I thought I was... So he banged on my teeth with a metal tool.... and I was not numb. That actually really hurt. So he left me alone for a while longer and I could tell my mouth was completely numb because:

A) My lips and cheek felt 10x's bigger than they are

-and-

B) I couldn't feel my nose!!!! 

So we started. I turned my iPod up as loud as it could go. I didn't expect it to block out the drill though, but it was nice listening to some music. I was able to think about something else. Well, a couple of times it got really uncomfortable. He kept stopping and was like "Take a break. Take a break." Uhhh...No! Continue, please. I just wanted it over with. Once he was done, the Dentist Assistant started doing something.. I don't know what, but THAT hurt, too. I was finally done after an hour. My mouth felt weird. I wish I had some alcohol because I might as well have gotten drunk since my words were slurred. Anyways. I bought Holly some lunch since she watched Bailey and Bowtie for me. I ate a little bit but it was kind of hard chewing. It was especially hard drinking from a straw. LOL. The right side of my face/mouth was numb until like 4 or 5. I wish it was numb now because my mouth really hurts.

Bailey took a couple of naps today and I took two naps with her. Around 7:40PM, Bailey got her bath and went to bed around 7:50/8PM. She's missing Monday Night Raw. 13 days until WrestleMania... And not far from after WrestleMania, Derek will be coming home. :) I can't wait until my family is complete again. I love you, babe!!! 

20 March 2011

Today was an okay day. I stayed up super late playing "Angry Birds" and.... I woke up exhausted. Derek told me to nap with Bailey and I did. I ended up missing his text messages. I was sad. I was playing with Bailey and had my FaceBook up and Derek IM'd me... I guess my friggen phone died. So we talked for a bit, while Derek was on ECP duty. Then he went to bed and I made dinner. It was alright. I think I might make it again for Derek when he comes home. Maybe he will like it. It was chicken, baked in taco seasoning and cream of chicken soup and cheese. Twas not that bad. The rest of tonight shall consist of watching Army Wives, cleaning the kitchen, working out and *hopefully* reading a bit of my book.




Yes. I'm slacking on the pictures too. Sorry.

19 March 2011

I am slacking terribly on my Blog. I write it the day after it happens, so just for all intents and purposes, I will keep this short, sweet and to the point. Holly came over and we watched "I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell" and then put Bailey to sleep. Then there was of course BS on DramaBook. Derek took the trash out, though. Our lives are better without trashy people in them. So the end. 

18 March 2011

I like soup. I just made some in my new slow cooker and it tastes delish. I hope Derek likes it because I have to make it for him. :) My day started off slow. I was tired so I took a nap. When I woke up, I talked to my honey. Then he went to sleep. I wasn't going to go anywhere but it was such a nice day today. So Bailey and I went outside then went to WalMart. I bought Bailey a little Leap Frog toy named Violet. It's super cute. It says her name and stuff. I bought myself a set of earrings because my holes are closing up.. :( And I bought a crokpot. It's nice. I got home and made my soup. Bailey was very, very fussy tonight. She was overtired and had a belly ache. Poor girl.

I finally got her to sleep. I'm glad she went to bed, she was sleepy. Now it's time for me to clean up Bailey's big mess!

Violet the Dog. She says
Bailey's name. 

My soup and my new crockpot.
<3

17 March 2011

Happy St. Patrick's Day. 


Well, what to say. I guess "family" isn't always the best, eh? I think there's a reason why family shouldn't be on your FaceBook. Because you apparently can't freely post anything without someone bitching about it. Please, don't be a hypocrite, honey. I don't care how old I am versus how old you are, you act like a freaking child. While I'm on the topic, why, if you're living together must you deem it necessary to post on each other's FB statuses? "Like.. Omg.. I love you but you're sitting next to me!" "I love you, too... I SEE YOU!!!" C'mon. Give me a break. Oh well. Good riddance. I can't wait for December. It'll be a new year for us. Another fresh breath of air. 


Other than the BS. I had a good day. It was long. Bay and I took a nap for about 2 hours this afternoon. Then she had her dinner and a bath and went to DreamLand to dream of Daddy. The love of my life IM'd me and we have been talking since. I'm going to do some laundry and wash the bebe's bottles then finish up a chapter of my real estate course. It's time to get this show on the road! :)

How uncomfortable!

She's so cool. 

16 March 2011

We're down to less than a month. I am happy. Today wasn't that bad a day, but it wasn't great. I think it was just a very long day. I'm glad it's over. Bailey wasn't feeling good today. We had a really, REALLY rough night. She didn't want her bottle. Didn't want her green beans. Didn't want to sleep. Didn't want her pacifier. She didn't want anything. She was a big girl, and she toughed it out in her bed. She eventually fell asleep. I was glad.  Anywhooo. I can't wait to talk to my babybabe tonight. :) I miss him. But we're almost done and we're going to come out of this stronger than ever. 

15 March 2011

Despite getting a few hours of sleep last night, I felt pretty good this morning. Bailey woke up at 730 and ate her cereal then we played a bit before her 1st nap. Derek got online & we talked for a while. Bailey napped a little more. She ate green beans today. I didn't take pictures of it but I recorded it on our video camera. She played with some toys this morning. It seems like she learned that overnight. I didn't take a nap today, surprisingly. I made cauliflower cheese soup for dinner tonight. It was so good. Bailey and I did our night time routine, and then she had some trouble going to sleep. Not too much, though. She was asleep by 8. I worked out, then laid on the couch and ended up falling asleep for 2 hours. I woke up at 10:30 and did the dishes then made popcorn. It made my stomach hurt. I wish I could barf it up. I was just watching Jimmy Fallon and Kenny Rogers was on it. Now I have  "The Gambler" stuck in my freaking head.

Lenny punched her in the face. :(

Bath time.

After her bath. 

14 March 2011

I'm in a slightly bad mood right now. Okay. Well that's a lie. I'm in an awful mood. Today was great, I've felt fine all day. Bailey woke up at 4 this morning and was kind of moody then we fell asleep again around 9, and slept until 1120. Then when I rewoke up, I talked to Derek for a while, then he went to bed. Bailey took another nap... Until like 4:30PM. Got up, gave her a bottle, same stuff as usual. Then I went to get in the car, when I remembered... That it said "Check Oil." So, I didn't want to drive to Hopkinsville. I went to the WalMart by my house and got the oil changed. ***Babe, if you read this remind me to tell you about it.*** I bought a few things for the house and things that I need. I bought a rug for the living room. It's not the best, but it's better than the tile. Anyways. Then I paid for the oil change, and I went to Kroger in Hopkinsville. This was around 8PM. I did my grocery shopping, which was surprisingly painless. I even left the grocery store in a good mood. Coming back.. I saw a Subway with a drive-thru. I didn't even think those exsisted. Of course, I took a picture of it. It was epic. I got home around 9. I was only grocery shopping for an hour. Which was another amazing thing. I unloaded all of the groceries, made a salad and made the baby a bottle... And when I walked into the living room... There was dog puke... EVERYWHERE. I was confused as to why she was puking. Was she sick? Dying? Nope. The fucking dog took her bag of dog treats off of the table.... Tore the bag open and ate it. It was a pretty big bag, too. I was so pissed off. I wanted to kick her into the wall, but I picked her up, and threw her in the bathroom. I proceeded to clean all of her puke up. Put Bailey in her piano. Finally after finding and cleaning it all up......... By the way, I'm still pissed as hell... I let her out of the bathroom. And put her in her house. Where I found more puke. So I had to hand wash that since it can't just be tossed in the washer. I have never hated this dog more. I wanted to throw her outside and lock my door but I spanked her instead. So, I cleaned her house. She's laying in her dog bed. She's lucky that I don't have a crate otherwise she'd be in that instead of her comfy bed. I've decided that, before I go to bed at night, I'm going to lock her in the laundry room. Leave her food & water and bed in there, and she can sleep in the laundry room from here on out. I don't want her pissing on the new rug. And when I leave to go somewhere? Laundry room. She's been doing pretty good lately, so I gave her some freedom and this is what she does. Just thinking about it makes me extremely mad. Welp, after that fun shit, I washed my hands, fed the baby and put her to bed. She was exhausted. Annd that was my day. 


Oh, and this morning I changed my dentist appointment from this Friday to next Monday. Holly's husband isn't leaving until this weekend and I didn't want to bother her on Friday. So Monday will work. I need to go to the lab in the hospital on Monday, anyways. So I might as well just have a busy Monday. Yay. The end. 

Playing her piano while I clean up puke.
Her cute face makes me happy when I feel like
murdering someone. 

13 March 2011

Lame day. I woke up and got to talk to Derek, which was probably the only highlight of my day. Then Bailey did her usual routine, I did mine and then I decided I should go grocery shopping before payday on Tuesday. I was only going to get all of my groceries if they had Bailey's formula... Which they didn't. They never do. So tomorrow I'm going to Hopkinsville to get my groceries and such. Yay?? I don't know. It's not that far but it's so irritating that WalMart doesn't stock the formula. Oh well. I bought her diapers and wipes at WalMart, though. I got home and my cable box said it was 6:30, so I started our nightly routine. The "four B's" Bottle, Bath, Book... BED! It's now 7:20, and Bailey still isn't asleep. Which is weird for her. I know she's tired but she'd rather sit in her bouncer and cry than lay in her bed and sleep. So... She's sitting in her bouncer crying and watching Nick Jr. 

This is her "I'd rather pout than look at Mommy" face.
or her "It's bedtime and I'm not asleep" face.
Lol.

12 March 2011

I love looking at the calendar and seeing what the date is. 

Bailey and I slept in late. She woke up and drank a bottle. Then took a nap. Later she ate peas for lunch. She played with her piano. I called Maintenance to fix my shower. Bailey fell asleep. I didn't think they'd ever come. He got here at like 4? I think. He fixed it pretty quick then left. Bailey and I played some more. I went outside and checked my mail and saw a package in my box. It was a little keepsake shoe that my Grandma bought for Bailey. It has her name, time of birth, birth weight and length. Thank you Grandma. It's really cute. I am pretty tired tonight but I didn't talk to Derek this morning so I'll probably stay up so we can talk. 

She was sending hugs to Daddy! 

I guess....She didn't like the
applesauce. 

"Bailey Marie Wilcox
September 25, 2010 0155
5lbs 7ozs 19""
Thanks, Grandma. I love it.

11 March 2011

I miss Derek being home. I was never late to appointments when he was here. I had a WIC appointment at 12:45, and Bailey decided she wanted to nap at 11. So I figured what the heck. I will, too. So I fell asleep on the couch. My alarm went off at noon, like I set it and I heard it... But ignored it. So I woke up at 12:34. I'm really glad I live right around the corner from the WIC office. Because I ended up being five minutes late, anyways. I guess now WIC does cards instead of vouchers. So hopefully the card works at WalMart. 

I came home and I worked out. I ran on my elliptical for 20 minutes, non stop, at a steady RPM of 55-60. I burned almost 200 calories. :) And I surprisingly wasn't dying after my workout like I was yesterday! I went outside and cooled down, then had a huge burst of energy! It felt soooo good. 

Bailey played on the floor. I tried to get her to crawl to me. Bowtie was her motivation. But it didn't work. She's waiting until Daddy comes home. :) 

Look at those beautiful eyes. 

10 March 2011

Welp, my day started out super early. The service tech (who was going to repair my elliptical) got here at like 8AM! He wasn't supposed to be here until 10-12PM. But he got the rest of it together for me. I was very glad. I worked out on it for a small amount of time before being completely tired. I just need to build up some endurance. I need to lose weight. The rest of the day consisted of Bailey napping, me napping and me watching The Tudors/cleaning. Bailey's Scentsy Buddy came in the mail today. It is sooo cute. She loves it! Bailey had her bath at 6:30PM and was in bed by 7! She woke up at 10:15 and cried a bit, so I went in and turned on her mobile. She was cuddling with her Scentsy Buddy and elephant. I went in there and put her lamb (Scentsy Buddy) in the corner of her crib, though. That was all. Tomorrow we have a WIC appointment at 1245. 

9 March 2011

It's only 7:30PM and I can barely keep my eyes open right now. It looks so dark outside right now.


 Bowtie had a vet appointment today. We got there on time and I found the place pretty painlessly. Last time I ended up in barracks. This time I knew where it was. I am glad. I hate getting lost..... Anyways. We got to the vet, went inside and there was another little dog there. Bowtie and the other dog were very interested in each other. The other dog's owner started to play with his dog... And Bowtie thought he was hurting the other dog. So she barked. I thought it was funny. We got called back and Bowtie got another shot. I also had her tested for heart worms. She tested negative. It is going to be getting warmer again, so I also decided it's time to put her on heart worm pills, just incase any mosquitos decide to bite her this year. So in six months I will have to get her another prescription for it.


Bailey, Bowtie and I came home and Bailey went down for another nap. Bowtie took her pill, which I had to wrap in a piece of lunch meat for her to eat, and I laid down for a bit. I got back up and wanted to do some online shopping for things around the house. But I really don't want to spend the money. I want Derek to come home to a beautiful, decorated house. But if we end up moving this year, then there is no point in decorating when it'll all have to be taken down. But, I'm still thinking about it. I hate how expensive things are!! What will end up happening is I'll do what I did with the last house and never decorate. Oh well. Maybe someday we'll own a house.


So yeah. Tomorrow someone is coming out to put my elliptical together, if he can. I hope so. If not I will be returning it to Nordic Track. 

8 March 2011

Whew. Today was an interesting day, to say the least. I left my place around noon and got to Cathey's around 1230. I left at 1245, got done with my dentist appointment at 140ish then went back to her house. Bailey was falling asleep so I asked Cathey if she could watch Bailey a little longer and I went to look for the FedEx, or I went looking where I THOUGHT was a FedEx. I took interchange 374 to Wilma Rudolph and proceeded to where I thought the FedEx was. It was instead, a UPS. So I went further and ended up on College Street. Then I turned left (where I should have turned RIGHT) and somehow..... I ended up outside of Clarksville limits. I stopped at this really sketchy gas station to ask the guy how I could get back to Fort Campbell. It was totally embarrassing. Then he said that he didn't know. So, I walked outside and there was some creepy redneck pumping gas so I asked him. Half of his teeth were missing. I was barely listening to him tell me his "directions" (which, he barely knew!) Back to Fort Campbell Blvd. I was too busy looking at his mouth. Haha. Then I felt like he knew I was staring at him. So I thanked him and left. Long story short, I FINALLY ended up where I was supposed to be. I have no idea how long I was lost for but it was for like an hour or so. That was fun. I don't think I'm going to do it again.

Oh, by the way, BABE: If you're wondering why I didn't use the Lee...It is because it wasn't in the car. I have no idea where it is. I tried using Clarice, but 1)She was dead and 2)I didn't have the charger. She is so outdated I would have gotten more lost. 

Well, I finally got back to Cathey's. I'm glad I made it back. I was getting scared that I'd be lost forever. Anyways. Tomorrow Bowtie has a vet appointment. I hope I can find my way to the vet. I don't ever remember where it is. 

Next week..... My fillings begin. BOOHOO!! :( 

7 March 2011

Today was awful. I have literally had a headache all day. I don't think Bailey was feeling too good either because she (and I) took a four hour nap. So tonight will probably be a late night for us considering we woke up at 5PM. I checked my mail today, and I got a few things that I have been waiting for! I ordered a sign that says our last name and our "establishment" date on it. I like it. Now I just have to find somewhere to hang it up at. I will probably wait for Derek to get home before I hang it, because I'm too short. I had a hard time hanging pictures. I also got some of Bailey's pacifier holder things and I got a wrist keychain thing. I love them! I'm still a little iffy about the paci holders because I don't know if they'll do their job good enough. I guess trying them out will be the only deciding factor. Tomorrow is a dentist day. I miss my husband tonight. I wish he was home to take care of Bailey and me. :( Soon enough. 

"Gimme that camera, Momma!"

"Wilcox"
"Established 2009"
:)

I love it. :) I'm sure I'll have to take
Derek's keys off when he comes home.
Don't think he'll like having a zebra around his wrist.

Bailey's pacifier holders. 

5 and 6 March 2011

March 5: 

Boring day. I talked to Derek. He watched Bailey eat peas. Later I went to Holly's and printed off the tickets. Came home, talked to Derek again then went to bed at like midnight. 

March 6:

Bailey had an early start this morning so I've been napping on and off with her. She's actually still awake right now. It's crazy that she's still up. But I think she's getting tired because she's groaning. I think that's my cue she's ready for bed. Today was a cleaning catch up day. I ended up only doing Bailey's laundry. It's a start, right? It's time to get caught up on my house chores.  I am currently watching Army Wives. Then I might watch "Coming Home." We'll see. I don't know if I feel like watching it to be honest. Now I'm waiting for Derek Lee to get to work so we can email. I hope that tomorrow I can get the rest of my stuff done. I have a lot to do this upcoming week. 

Yes. It was laundry day.
For Bailey, anyways.

Daddy's Princess

4 March 2011

I have another headache tonight. I was in a stressed/pissed off mood today. I was alright until noonish then everything/one started getting on my nerves. I was pretty sure I was going to freak out on someone. I got to talk to Derek again after he had duty. He always makes me feel amazing. Right when we were finished talking I walked out the door for my appointment and of course was 20 minutes late because people don't know how to drive. I ran a few red lights and rode peoples asses to get to my appointment on time. I got there at 4:15ish. They didn't want to see me. The guy told me to sit down and and wait to see if I can still be seen. So I did. For like 20 minutes and finally he said yeah, but he didn't know how long I'd be waiting. Well, it wasn't very long. Some lady took me back and asked me all of my past and a bunch of questions, took my BP then I proceeded to wait again. My doctor told me all about the IUD and blah blah blah and I didn't care. I just wanted to get it over with. (Still in a pretty angry mood from the drive) and she was trying to talk me out of it. I'll have to talk to Derek about the IUD. Haha. Well, anyways. I got a pap smear. NO fun. On the 21st I go to the lab to take a pregnancy test. Then on the 22nd I will be getting the IUD. I will be all ready for my husband to come home. ;) Tmi for you guys. Lucky for him and I. 


I went back to Cathey and Dean's to pick up my pumpkin and she was in a pretty good mood. Cathey made some broccoli and cheese soup. It was really good. They gave me a bowl of it to take home and I tore into it. Now my belly hurts and I still have some left over. Thanks again, Cathey. 


Tonight I'm going to catch up on my DVR'd shows, and read a bit of my text book. Time to get this ball rolling. After that stuff I will be doing dishes and going night-night. 

How the IUD will be inserted.

A replica IUD.This is actually a
copper one.
But it'll look like this.

3 March 2011 - (With pictures of the house.)

I'm pretty exhausted right now. I have a migraine. I'm tired. Bailey was a pretty good girl today. She ate her peas in like 5 minutes this afternoon. It was nuts. She's over-tired right now because she's in bed screaming. I feel bad but when she's overtired there is nothing I can do for her right now. I tried rocking her. She just needs to fall asleep. I don't think I'm going to do much school today, if any. Once I finally get her to bed I might just go to sleep. My head is killing me right now. 

I went to the post office to send Derek a box today. I then proceeded to go to the old house to get pictures of the lot and I saw the guy who used to live next door to me. He told me they tore the house down last Friday (the 25th). I guess they tore it down with everything in it. All of the appliances, all of our stuff. Anyways. 

I hope Bailey is happy tomorrow. 

Last but not least... 

My countdown begins now.

Pre-Fire. When we moved in, actually.

The Fire.

The Aftermath. All that is left is
the shed and satellite.

2 March 2011

Today was an ok day. I had a rough morning/afternoon, though. The only thing that keeps me going some days is Bailey. I fed her some more peas today and she did awesome. She ate them all and actually enjoyed them. Then I gave her some of my applesauce. She liked that, too. I think. She was making really weird faces. Holly came over today and we watched "Urban Legend" and "Scream." Both good movies. Then I gave Bailey a bath, and Holly fed Bailey so I could do some school. I got a lot done. I am still doing some more. I wish I would hear from Derek tonight but I doubt that will happen.


Quote of the Day: "Never expect love to always be at it's best, cause if you do, you'll never learn to appreciate it's existence." 

School.